Yea, I am still anxious. It is not so much that the thoughts are going through my mind over and over or anything, it is this tiny anxiety/unsettled feeling I have going on inside of me and when I question what it is, it leads back to being anxious about having this baby!!
Ugh...I really dislike this kind of feeling, because there is nothing I can do about it. TRY to relax, yeah, but when you are working, there is not much relaxing you can do.
I have yoga at lunch today, outside. Hopefully that will help clear my mind and body a bit. Then I did make a massage appt for tonight too. Found a discount coupon through my chiropractor so it should only be about $40...I think that will be well worth the peace of mind to try to get my mind OFF this baby stuff!!!
Plus, it will be the weekend in about 5.5 hours!! Officially. And we really don't have much planned so that means I can relax. Maybe outside on the hammock and read a book. Now I just need a book. A fiction one would be good, though I don't own many of those because they normally don't suit me. I am more the self-help, life encouraging type of reader. I do have the DaVinci Code, which I was actually reading when I was pregnant with Miss J and was the book I was reading outside the day I went into labor. Maybe I will pick that one up again. Plus, I do have some House episodes to catch up on, and the end of Fringe and Grey's Anatomy (which I fell asleep to last night). But, I would much rather be outside since it is supposed to be beautiful again. We will see.
Hopefully Yoga will kick off my afternoon, then the massage, then some chinese (mmmm, that does sound good minus the MSG and swelling portion), and then some relaxing time this weekend.
Oh, and we are taking Miss J to the pumpkin patch this weekend. Sunday. MIL is coming out to join us too. I wanted to have her out for dinner anyway to thank her for watching Miss J every Wednesday...so the pumpkin patch will just be a plus to the weekend!!
That is all...just wanted to get this flurry off my mind and onto paper. I will try to get some work done and go to yoga in 30minutes!!
Have a great weekend all!!
4 comments:
I hope that your outdoor yoga session and the massage do the trick. Have a great weekend!
Hope you are feeling better now that you have had your yoga out in the beautiful sunshine. Plus you have that wonderful relaxing massage to look forward to tonight. Have a GREAT relaxing weekend!!
I hope you were able to have a relaxing weekend! That is great that you are going for a massage. They are so relaxing. Hope you had fun at the pumpkin patch!
I am sorry you are still so anxious and stressed, but I would imagine that's really common and normal. Hopefully he'll come soon so you can be relieved of that anxiety...only to be replaced with anxiety over other things hahaha. Such is life! I hope you had fun at yoga, and a fantastic weekend, with relaxation! Pumpkin patch...how fun!
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