OK...I am getting a little stressed and worried now, which usually only makes what is going on...worse.
I have had this itchy skin on my arms, then my lower legs, and now (as of last night) all over my body. I feel like I just want to scratch my skin off. It has been almost 2-weeks and I have not changed detergent or soap or anything that would trigger this. I took an antihistamine this morning thinking it was allergies...but then I wonder?
I have been extra moody and cranky lately. Not just PMS cranky, but cranky all month. Can't really attribute it anything in particular...but then I wonder?
I have been feeling EXTRA bloated this past week. Like, abnormally bloated where I feel like the good year blimp with my arms and legs just pudging out every where...but then I wonder?
I have been wearing clothes that feel and look more like maternity clothes...you know, for the comfort. I just feel, yuck, so the loose larger fitting clothes just feel better...but then I wonder?
Yes girls...I really wonder if I could be PG. So many questions in my head (and for the last month). So many signs that just seem out of the ordinary for me. Like my hormones are changing. I was attributing it to being back on the old pill I was on before I got pregnant (which I have been on for a couple months now). Or, I could very well be under a LOT of stress which is causing all of these weird things.
Oh, I don't know. I should be getting AF today/tomorrow. I guess if I don't, I will take a PT tomorrow night. I would not be disappointed...at all...just not really feeling as prepared as if we were working on it and planning it. You know how that goes.
Part of me hopes I am...just to get it over with and force us to move onto the next steps. The other part of me says, whoa, slow down girl, you are moving pretty fast, your first isn't even 1 year old yet. You know, that fun conversation you have with yourself.
OK...back to work. I have too much on my plate, I have to get some of it done.
I will keep you up to date on how things go!!
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I had to catch up! I didn't get to read many blogs yesterday cause I got busy at work. Anyway, I have been having trouble posting titles as well. I have to click higher than the box in order for the cursor to go up there. I just keep clicking until it happens. Haha. :p
I will be interested to find out if you are PG or not! Sometimes I have the same thinking you do, "just get it over with". LOL I can't bear to think that I could go these next several months losing weight and getting into shape and then getting pregnant again. (But I also can't stand the thought of being this big and getting pregnant again. So it's a lose/lose situation.)
Anyway, if your not, I hope you start to feel more like yourself soon. :o) Take care!
I've had those same conversations in my head before. All the times I haven't been, and was completely grateful for that, because I've never really felt ready, but still had that lingering that it would be a nice thing for us to move to that level, and it would make us ready. Anyway, no more rambling. I hope you have a great evening!
Kelley
Whoa! It's taken me a loooong time to catch up.
Maybe it's the season. I've been feeling tired, cranky, bloated and just plain icky and I KNOW I'm not pg. Stress also makes my hormones to wild and wacky things too. Let us know!!
oooooohhhhh how wonderfully exciting! I can't wait to find out! I really hope you are, since it seems to be what you want!!!
Wow!! You will have to let us know what happens!! I will be waiting for your post!!!!
Oh my! Wow, you'll definitely have to post every hour on the hour until you know something for sure. Keep us posted!
Yes, yes!! please let us know. I'm praying for you! God will do what's right.
Glad I found you!!! Let us know what's up! :-)
Keep us posted!
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